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Sunday, January 6, 2013

Project 365, #4 Absent


Right now I miss you.
That miss that becomes an ache.
An ache that you have dismissed.
Dismissed because it is pain.

I have things to tell you.
That I'm mad as hell with you.
But I know that you are being punished
far worse than I could ever do.

That I wish I would have been around.
That I hadn't found other things to do
because I got tired of listening
and maybe it contributed to your desperation

It isn't really guilt so much as a missed opportunity
coupled with a taken opportunity
that created no opportunity
and only loss.

I really think you would understand this.
I really think that you would have just got it.
I wish that I had been able to get it
Because now I just miss you.

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